there's no better cure for me than this,

Soooo,
had a date for tomorrow night,
but I think it's been cancelled. :(
I say I think, because I can't tell if it's definite or not,
but who knows.
It's cancelled for a damn good reason and all,
but I'm still kinda sad about it cuz I was looking forward to it all week.

And trust me when I say,
this has been one long miserable week.
Especially today.
I've had a total of four hours of sleep in the last two nights.
And that four hours was all from the night before last.
Sooo I'm a little exhausted,
slightly delirious,
but the only thing that kept me going through work today
was how excited I was about tomorrow!
Blah.

Oh well.
Hopefully it's just postponed and not cancelled indefinitely.
That would kinda blow.


Last night I figured out some pretty disturbing information.
I'm a fucking idiot for being surprised.
Really, I am.